Chapter 4
Frigga
Frigga woke up before Doris had refilled her water or laid out her clothes. She had awakened in that liminal hour when it was too late to go back to sleep but too early to start the day. Instead, Frigga wrapped herself in a throw blanket and sat on the alcove’s bench to watch the sun rise. She savoured the stillness that came with the early hour, silence would be a rare delight today. Her birthday party, an event her aunt had been planning for months, wasn’t about Frigga at all, not really. It was more of a coming out; as of today, she was a fully-fledged Thorneheart bachelorette, entirely marriageable and a soon to be an initiated coven Heir.
Frigga leaned back on the alcove wall, staring down the home’s front drive, and sighed heavily. Marriageable was the last thing she wanted to be. She was going to have to marry a man and that fact made every cell in her body writhe. But the reality of the matter was that it would happen which was merely one expectation of the dozens she needed to fulfil. She’d already sacrificed so much for this; multiple friendships had died from neglect, countless hours of sleep lost to extra study, even her love of horticulture was relegated to hobby rather than career. All of it to ensure that she wouldn’t squander the potential that everyone went on and on about.
Frigga watched as the sun crested the horizon, washing the fields and rooftops in golden light. She opened her window to breathe in the fresh air, and the faint scent of baked goods wafted into Frigga’s bedroom. She yawned before leaning her forehead on the cool window pane, and her heart ached as she recalled yesterday’s afternoon with Razi. She wished she could go see her in the kitchen right now. She wished she could spend more time with Razi in general, more than just a few afternoons per week.
There was a lot that Frigga wanted of Razi, especially because it was her birthday. Frigga blushed and hid her awkward smile under her blanket, but if she couldn’t do what she wanted on her birthday, when even could she? It’d been over a year since her last encounter, just before her friend Anna had gone home to Elderburgh after she’d graduated, and Frigga got the distinct impression that an encounter with Razi would be quite different. After all, neither herself nor Anna had any experience before their experimenting had started a few months prior, and Frigga hadn’t sought out other partners since.
But Razi? The woman seemed more than experienced in such things. To say the woman was experienced would be like saying the Thorneheart library contained a few books, and Razi could probably write a few on the topic. One book on blondes, one on brunettes, and one on the rest, though Frigga had noticed on their occasional trips to town that Razi seemed to flirt with a lot of blondes, that one in particular had gotten very handsy which even now made Frigga’s cheeks
flare with an emotion she had to admit to herself was jealousy. She’d pretended not to hear when Razi made comments about how beautiful this woman’s eyes were or how that woman’s newest scarf flattered her complexion, but Frigga had heard every flirtatious word. Something about the way Razi spoke to them was familiar, teasing, and it brought to mind the first morning they’d met.
But Razi had stopped talking to Frigga like that their first excursion out, like they were performing or playing some kind of game. What kind of relationship Razi had with those women was unclear, but Frigga was sure of one thing:
Razi hadn’t built them gardens.
Maybe her party tonight wasn’t what she’d have preferred, maybe she would ultimately have to sacrifice her heart to fulfil the expectations of her family and coven, and maybe she would have to marry a man. But for tonight, at least, Frigga would give in and let herself act as a woman in love. Maybe for the last time.
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Frigga was bathed and manicured to perfection, and expensive oils were used in her unruly red curls in an attempt to tame them into an up-do with decent success. Her gown was a gorgeous floor-length royal blue dress with gold embroidery and trim and a gauzy, ethereal off-the shoulder sleeve that trailed as a cape down her back. The neckline was lower than Frigga would normally opt for, but it made room for a luxurious golden layered necklace with opals inlaid. A delicate gold tiara encrusted with sapphires was placed atop her finished hair, accented with gold chandelier earrings inlaid with more precious stones. It was an outfit fit for a princess and would be one of the most ornate gowns she would ever wear in her life. It felt rather like overkill and was not a garment she’d ever have picked, but looking at herself in the mirror had her standing up a bit straighter and holding her head higher. She felt powerful and proud and would carry herself with all the prestige of the Thorneheart name until the end of the evening. If things went her way, she’d throw all of it out the window once the party was done, but until then she would be the very picture of dignity and grace.
As Doris was placing the final gems into Frigga’s up-do, a knock at her door followed by a soft gasp announced her aunt’s arrival. Frigga looked at Sapphire in her vanity’s mirror, and the woman’s gloved hands were clasped over her mouth. “My Dear, you are radiant,” said her aunt.
Frigga smiled and nodded to Doris to take a break. “Thank you! You look beautiful too.” Her aunt was always dignified and elegant, tonight was no different in her silver and blue floor-length dress, elbow-length silver gloves, and the necklace she reserved for particularly special occasions. It was a layered pearl choker that supported the centrepiece, an exquisite oval-
cut sapphire surrounded by small diamonds. Classically simple and extravagantly stylish, it was an heirloom she’d received from her mother that Frigga would inherit when it was her time. Sapphire walked to her niece and squeezed her hands. “I have such a wonderful feeling about tonight and I truly hope you enjoy yourself. Come over here, I have a gift for you.” She led Frigga to the bench at the foot of the bed and brought out a small jewelry box covered in dark blue velvet. Frigga unlatched its simple brass closure it to find a circular gold pendant no larger than a thumbnail with a single small pearl inset. “It was your mother’s,” Sapphire explained, “given to her on her twenty-first birthday.”
Frigga’s heart ached, and she looked back up to her aunt. They didn’t always see eye-to-eye, but she knew Sapphire meant well. Frigga took after her mother and missed her deeply, so receiving something so precious meant everything to the young witch. “Thank you, Auntie,” she said, straining to keep her voice from cracking, “I love it so much.”
Her aunt helped put the pendant on Frigga’s simple chain, and it looked so natural, like it had been there the whole time. Sapphire put a gentle hand to Frigga’s cheek. “You look just like her, and I know she would be proud of you.”
Frigga really would start crying if they continued this line of conversation, so to preserve Doris expertly applied lash paints, she swallowed her initial reply and changed the subject. “I’m looking forward to seeing everyone tonight.”
Sapphire hummed. “I do want you to have fun,” she started, her kindly tone cooling to a formal one, “but it is more important that you make a good impression. You always do, but tonight is especially vital. You needn’t worry overly much about making a lot of conversation with anyone in particular, but I’d like you to speak with every guest at least a little bit.”
“Yes, ma’am,” said Frigga with a small nod.
“You will certainly be asked to dance by most of the eligible gentlemen. While you needn’t accept every offer, I would like to see you dance with every coven member and close coven affiliate if they ask.”
Frigga smiled in a way she was sure did not reach her eyes. “I’ll do my best to procure a marriage offer before the night’s end,” she joked.
Sapphire chuckled quietly and put a hand on Frigga’s shoulder. “Don’t worry overly much about that,” she said cryptically. “Of course, I’m happy to see our unmarried coven members mingle with members of high society, but I want your focus to be strictly on building amiable connections with as many of our distinguished guests as possible. Let me handle the rest.”
Frigga’s stomach twisted slightly; what did that mean? But she kept the question to herself. “I won’t let you down.”
Sapphire beamed and drew Frigga into a soft hug. “I know you won’t, Dear. You are the perfect example of what it means to be a Thorneheart, and everyone will appreciate that after tonight.”
Frigga was the last Thorneheart to be ready, so when her last curl had been set and the final touch’s final touches were completed, the birthday girl rushed from her room to meet her family at the bottom of the main staircase which was flanked by the staff ready to stow away any coats or bags that guests needed set aside. As she descended, Leland and Sapphire turned to greet her. Leland was dressed in a smart, navy blue suit to match his sister and aunt, and Frigga saw he was already antsy. He gawked at his sister and hollered, “Wow, you look awesome!”
She smiled and lightly curtsied as she reached the bottom of the stairs. “Thank you! You look very handsome too.”
Leland grinned wickedly as he took up his spot between the two women, his aunt holding him lightly. “I don’t know if that dress is enough to make someone wanna marry you though. Might need to throw on another glamour.”
Frigga elbowed her barbaric brother as he cackled. The siblings light-heartedly jabbed at each other until Sapphire intervened and put herself between them. Frigga cast and exaggerated scowl at the boy who replied by sticking out his tongue.
“Now, now, you two,” said her aunt, “our guests will be arriving any second. Grace, elegance, and dignity.”
The family greeted the guests for the first half-hour as they entered the exquisitely decorated home, and it wasn’t long before everyone had arrived. While the home wasn’t as grand as some, it was more than enough to host the nearly three-hundred guests with room to spare. A local string quartet had been hired along with a pianist, extra hands had been borrowed from the Magnus-Monroe estate to help the house staff keep the guests supplied with food and drink, and the sparkling halls and rooms of the manor were filled with the sweet aroma of baking and the crisp scent of bergamot. Thorneheart Manor was used to hosting coven parties, the Summer and Winter Solstices saw the coven and their families annually, but it had been decades since the home had seen this level of polish and extravagance.
There were so many people to talk to, it made Frigga dizzy. Wade, the Morgansons Heir, made sure to let her know how gorgeous she was and how delighted he was to be in her presence with the smile Frigga had already seen about ten times since the beginning of the night aimed at multiple other women. He would have been charming if she was interested in thirty-year-old men, especially in the fitted navy blue Kurta he’d made sure to mention he brought in just for the occasion, but the over-effort was flattering anyway. There were several members of the city’s guard and governing council here with their families, and their sons made things awkward too.
Not an unfamiliar experience, she was very practiced in the fine art of letting men down gently, though it wasn’t every day the heiress was expected to do that and then grant a dance to eligible suitors afterward.
Frigga was delighted to catch up with some of the coven members she hadn’t visited since returning home. She’d been to a few meetings since then, but had been a little distracted and thus hadn’t visited every family as quickly as initially intended. She took the opportunity to ask Rosemary Honeywood about the family’s honey business and after Edna Downspire’s magical item crafting. That was always an interesting conversation, and Edna took the opportunity to embarrass her daughter Celeste by talking all about how the girl had accidentally exploded some family heirloom. The girl had wriggled out of her mother’s grasp and yanked Leland away from the conversation to hide as the adults didn’t bother to conceal their amusement.
Frigga even managed to have a brief conversation with Victoria Bloodswell, though the interaction had been brief as she’d lost track of her Heir Rosalind and was looking around for them. The woman had lost her husband the year before, so Frigga understood if the woman was more on edge than usual. But they did have a sanitized, small-talk-filled conversation, and the younger witch couldn’t help but notice the woman, nearly forty years her senior, reminded her of a particular teacher she’d been attracted to at school. Victoria was beautiful in a sharp way, her pale skin contrasted the midnight hair styled in a low bun that was decorated with golden hair barrettes, and she wore a modest dress in her family’s traditional colours of gold and scarlet. Despite Victoria being obviously striking, the observation made Frigga supremely uncomfortable and she banished the thought immediately. Though she had a grudge against the Thorneheart family generally, Victoria had a particularly fraught relationship with Sapphire that went beyond a family-based heirloom grudge. Luckily, Victoria seemed neutral towards Frigga, so it wasn’t difficult to be polite and welcoming to the distinguished witch.
Between her obligatory visits with her guests and various younger gentlemen vying for her attention, Frigga barely had a moment to enjoy the refreshments. She’d barely eaten a thing all day so when the birthday girl was finally afforded such an opportunity, she stole a samosa, swallowing in nearly whole, and slipped out the back door to catch some air. Even the veranda had been decorated with hanging flowers and floating lights, making it a quiet escape from the event.
She hadn’t been the only one with that idea. She slipped out the door and found someone already. Rosalind Bloodswell was leaning pensively on their elbows on the iron railing. They wore a fitted black suit under the jacket they always wore, black lace atop black velvet with gold topstitching and embroidery evocative of a spine and ribcage stitched down the back. This was complimented by a few gold stud earrings in each ear and a small golden star dangling from a golden chain on one side of their face that matched their delicate collar pins. They were about six
years older than Frigga so the two weren’t close, not that Rosalind was close with anyone; they kept to themself and were always silent during coven meetings which wasn’t difficult considering their mother spoke enough for two.
When she shut the door behind her with a small click, Rosalind turned and looked dully at Frigga. Their short jet hair asymmetrically framed their disinterested expression, a default setting of theirs, and their narrow eyes swept over Frigga vacantly. The glow of the lights only made their smooth, fair skin seem like it too was glowing, though the apples of their slender cheeks and the very tip of their nose were barely flushed due to the evening’s slight chill.
Frigga smiled politely and hoped that her disappointment wasn’t evident. Would she ever catch a break? Her duties would continue forever at this rate. “Sorry to bother you, I was getting a bit warm.”
Rosalind did not reply but looked back out to the pond, shifting away from Frigga when she stood next to them. She maintained a polite distance but did notice Rosalind had started to play with the edges of their jacket. “So, um, your mother had mentioned about you working on something new? How’s that going?”
“She wasn’t meant to speak of it, I’m unsure how it will pan out.” Their tone was icy, as if Frigga had trespassed, and their expression had shifted from disinterest to displeasure. Frigga’s stomach twisted. “Oh, my apologies. She just made it sound so interesting. I was curious.”
Rosalind sighed, still staring out to the forest, letting uncomfortable silence manifest further. Frigga wasn't sure what to say, if anything. She barely knew anything about them, but she was very aware they weren’t interested in small talk. Rosalind was known to disappear the instant someone attempted it, and Frigga genuinely wanted to get to know them a little. There was no point in their two families having animosity if it could be mended, but the deafening silence sitting between the two of them now was oppressive.
Finally, they replied, their hands still fidgeting with their sleeves, but their tone softened. “I’ve, um… I’ve been working with crystals and channelling energy into them. In theory, we might be capable of channeling spirits into them, but…I don’t know if that’s possible in practice.” Their uncertain eyes quickly shifted up to Frigga but darted away instantly.
Frigga grasped for a way to deepen the conversation, but she barely knew where to start. “That is fascinating. Does that work in tandem with your family’s necromancy?” “Yes.”
They were definitely not a talker. “Well, please let me know if I can help at all. It sounds promising.”
Rosalind stood up straight and looked at Frigga, their face carefully neutral despite having shoved their hands into their jacket pockets. “Thank you, Miss Thorneheart.”
Frigga winced but kept her very polite smile intact. “Please, I just want everyone to call me Frigga.”
Rosalind furrowed their brow slightly. It was decidedly not how Sapphire chose to run things, but Frigga was already exhausted by so much formality. They seemed to be about to say something, but then changed their mind and looked back out towards the forest.
A beat passed between them, and Rosalind did not offer more opportunities for Frigga to pick up a natural conversation thread. The silence between the two of them rang out like fork prongs scraping a plate. Frigga was sure she wasn’t the only one who felt it, but she was unsure how to continue. She thought to ask Rosalind more about their work when they actually questioned her. “You attended the university in Bluehaven?”
Thank the gods. If Rosalind was bringing up the topic, there was clearly something in particular they were interested in so Frigga jumped on the opportunity as a weight lifted off her. “Yes, have you been?”
“I went to the same school. I…” They looked back up to Frigga and then up to a nearby floating orb, as if they were unsure if they should say what they were about to, “Did you ever meet the librarian’s daughter?”
Frigga thought back. She’d spent a lot of time in the library while away, but she had usually been under a pile of assignments and books. Still, she was pretty sure she remembered the woman. “Sage Summerest?”
“How was she?”
“She got married last winter, and her wife had a baby. You knew her?”
Rosalind nodded, their expression still neutral but a bit more vacant than it had been before as they looked back out on the property. “We were close, but it’s been years.” They fell silent for a moment before smiling gently. “I’m glad she’s happy.”
This was a nice side of them Frigga hadn’t seen before, but she steered the conversation into less personal territory to keep Rosalind comfortable. “What was your area of focus while you were there?”
Rosalind’s brows lifted and their smile brightened. “Energy. Want to see?” Frigga nodded eagerly. It was rare to see the personal practices of her coven members, and Rosalind in particular was quiet about their work. They lifted their right palm up and summoned a small ball that glowed red, illuminating Rosalind’s sharp features and dark eyes. “As you know, witch’s energy has a primary form it takes, but,” and in a flash the light sparked into a soft red flame, “it is possible to alter that primary setting and master other forms,” and then in another flash the flame became a red electric current running along their fingers, “to a certain extent,” another flash, the energy morphed into red, water-like blobs floating in the air.
Frigga looked on in amazement. Any witch could produce a flame, but it was something else to shift one’s pure magic into a state different than its natural form. Frigga’s took on an ethereal, royal blue glow, her aunt’s a cold electric current. For that energy to shift, and in such a smooth and effortless transferral? It was unlike anything she’d ever seen. “That was beautiful!”
Rosalind smiled appreciatively and closed their palm around the energy, smothering the red light. “Thank you. You studied Illusory magic, I think?”
She was about to answer when the door slid open and interrupted. Frigga looked to find Razi, dressed up in her manor-issued formalwear: crisp black slacks with a deep blue button-down shirt and gold tie that complimented her dark skin, and Frigga’s heart nearly broke from just the sight of her. “Ah, sorry Miss Thorneheart,” Razi looked at the woman and then to Rosalind, “And Mx Bloodswell, I apologize for disturbin’ you. Your mother asked for you back.”
“Of course she did,” Rosalind sighed, their smile from before was gone. They offered a hand to Frigga and held hers briefly. “Happy birthday, Frigga. Please excuse me.” They gave a small bow, turned, and walked too silently inside. As they went, they glanced at Razi, then again at Frigga before closing the door behind them.
Leaving Razi and Frigga alone. Finally.
Razi hadn’t taken her eyes off of Frigga since she’d first laid eyes on her, and Frigga couldn’t take hers away from Razi either. When the door shut, Frigga walked up to her and took her hand. “I was hoping to see you tonight.”
Razi was still staring at her, dumbstruck, but when Frigga placed her hand at Razi’s waist, the woman regained her faculties. “Holy fuck, you’re so beautiful,” she whispered, and her voice sounded like she was in pain.
Frigga had heard that compliment all night, but hearing it from Razi was different. Especially when the woman said it like that, like “you’re so beautiful” were the last words Razi was ever going to say. The witch flushed. “Thank you. I had to make sure that I wouldn’t be outdone by you, Handsome,” she flirted, fluttering her lashes to lay it on thick.
The attendant snorted and looked down at the floor. “Aw, come on,” she said bashfully. Frigga didn’t know Razi could be bashful, not seriously, but the taller woman seemed just a bit smaller than usual.
Frigga smiled and tugged Razi down for a quick kiss, and the self-consciousness Razi seemed to be feeling melted away, replaced by affection. Frigga asked, “How did you know Rosalind was out here?”
“Vampire Junior?” Frigga squinted at the nickname, but Razi just grinned. “They always hide out ‘ere, an’ I saw you escape. Luckily, Lady Vampire’s so uptight ‘bout where Junior is at all times, I took th’ opportunity as soon as I could.”
Frigga didn’t doubt it. “I’m sure I should be getting back to everyone, but I wanted to ask.” She glanced at the door quickly and lowered her voice. “Would you like to meet me later?” Razi’s brow knit in confusion. “What d’you mean?”
“I want you to bring me to your room after the party,” Frigga lifted a hand to cup Razi’s cheek, “and I want you.”
Frigga watched the woman come to grips with what she was being asked. Razi blinked as the confusion gave way to pleasant surprise, and she leaned in for another kiss, sliding her hand under Frigga’s chin. She parted and asked, “You sure you’d be up for tha’ after all this bullshit?”
“Absolutely.” Frigga smiled. Her gaze was heavy and her tone was laden with amorous intention. “I’d put up with much more than this if it meant I could have you for a night.” “Wish I could ‘av at you right now,” Razi purred as her hands wandered slightly lower than she’d dared before. “I can arrange it all, if you wan’.”
“I’ll come to the kitchen after it’s all over,” Frigga agreed.
Razi placed a kiss on Frigga’s forehead. “Even if we’re careful, y’might get seen.” “I trust you,” Frigga said. “I can’t wait for you any longer, Razi.”
Razi’s brows raised with surprise at the naked desire in the statement. “Gods, woman, you’re gon’ kill me. Or get me killed, one or th’ other.”
Frigga pressed her body to Razi’s again, smiling mischievously. “No, I’m going to make you feel alive.” After one final, stolen kiss that dripped with anticipation like honey, Razi opened the door and followed Frigga as she stepped back inside and disappeared into the background.
Frigga was asked to dance a few more times by different guests, some her age, some significantly older. As the mayor’s cousin started asking some very personal questions and his hands wandered to places they ought not, she was saved by her favourite dance partner of the evening, Marcus Magnus-Monroe, Theodore’s only child and Heir. He was slender, comfortably tall, and possessed the longest blond hair Frigga had ever seen which was always tied back with a ribbon. Marcus wasn’t a classical vision of handsome, his face was long and his lips thin, but the genuine smile he wore at all times was so charming and warm that it lent him handsomeness. He was well-known within her social circle as being an airhead and too flamboyant to be taken completely seriously, but he was a delight to anyone he conversed with as he spoke with sincere interest. The man could get a hermit to party, if he made his mind up to.
As they danced, Marcus asked Frigga about her horticultural hobby and she asked after his poetry. He was mainly interested in contemporary work, but from time to time the man imported historical or foreign books of poetry as well. The two hadn’t grown up together, Frigga knew him for two years before she’d gone away to school, but the Magnus-Monroes and Thornehearts had always been incredibly close. He was one of the only people in town Frigga might consider a
friend. She wished, if she had to spend the night with all these important people, she could spend the rest of it with him; he always made her laugh and always made her feel comfortable. Unlike many of the gentlemen vying for her attention tonight, Marcus never treated her merely like a potential bride he might court or a future leader with whom he might win favour, but as a respected friend who’s company he truly enjoyed.
As the room’s energy withered, guests began to take their leave. It was with relief that Frigga took her place beside her aunt near the door to bid their guests farewell. After the door closed behind the final guest, Sapphire turned to Frigga to put a hand on her niece’s shoulder. “Well done, Frigga,” she praised. “That went extremely well.”
Frigga smiled, relief and weariness colouring it. “Thank you, but I think I’d like to take tomorrow off from my studies if possible. I’m very tired.”
Sapphire gave her niece a quick hug. “That will be fine. I have a meeting with Theodore, but you’re not expected to join us and there isn’t anything else happening tomorrow.” As Frigga gave a nod, Sapphire gave one last affectionate smile before turning and making her way up the stairs to her bedroom. Frigga waited until her aunt was out of sight at the foot of the stairs. Her heart quickened; this was her chance! She looked in the direction of the kitchen, visible from where she stood. She had one person on her mind and one goal, and there was nothing that would stand in her way. She had put up with the frivolous games required of her tonight, she’d been angelically patient, and now she was going to do something about these enormous feelings for Razi because she’d already waited too long.
Before Frigga could tiptoe towards the kitchen door, it slid silently open and her knight in shining armour stepped out. Razi met Frigga as she rushed towards her full of purpose. In the shadow of the main stairway, the two of them crashed into each other, kissing and touching as if they’d been apart for weeks. It was short but furious and Frigga’s head spun as the weight of expectation fell from her shoulders replaced with unrestrained desire. Once their wordless greeting was done, Razi took Frigga’s hand with a boyish smirk and led her through a side-hall that was used by servants who needed to cross the house undetected. The heiress’ gown barely fit in the dim, stone-lined hallway, but Frigga didn’t care. She kept close to Razi as they wound through a winding corridor until they finally spilled out into a normal hallway. Frigga had never been to this part of the house, but it felt significantly older than the rest of it; the rugs and light fixtures were at least twenty years old, and the stone was the darker shade that had been popular a hundred years prior.
Finally, Razi came to a small recess with two wooden doors across from each other. On each door was a nameplate on top of a small mail slot. The nameplate on the right was blank but the one on the left read “R. Wood” in faded, unrefined printing. It was at this door Razi pulled out a
key and opened the door, holding it open like a proper gentleman. “After you, Princess,” she said with a bow.
Frigga’s heart was already racing, but an unanticipated calm and singular focus settled upon her as she entered the suite. She was curious to see Razi’s home, but she had no eyes for it right now. Instead, she stood next to the nearby double bed and watched as Razi stole a look down the hallway to ensure their privacy before closing the door with practiced, silent swiftness.
Razi leaned back on the door as she unhooked her keyring and hung it up. Her eyes remained on Frigga, and the woman’s smirk had been replaced with something more contemplative. “It’s so weird seein’ you in ‘ere in tha’,” she said, looking at the ballgown. “Feels like a crime.”
Frigga kept her eyes locked on Razi. “Then come get me out of it,” she replied prettily. Razi swallowed dryly, walked up to her, and kissed Frigga with a thick, syrupy slow kiss, her fingertips brushing lightly over Frigga’s arms. It was the kind of kiss that made Frigga’s knees weak, made her whine with need, made her desperate for more. Razi pulled away minutely and caught Frigga’s eye. “Y’ sure ‘bout this?”
Frigga coyly smiled. “Do you really think I haven’t thought through this to death already?” Razi chuckled as she ran a single finger over the exposed skin of the witch’s shoulders and collar bones, making Frigga shiver. “My mistake,” she murmured. “On your own head be it, yeah?”
They began breaking Frigga free, and Razi ran her fingers over skin as it was exposed. She planted kisses on her shoulders, her neck, anywhere she could reach. She stood behind Frigga to undo the laces of the gown as carefully as she could manage, but it would take some time. She was used to a knot, but the lacing Doris had opted for was complicated.
The bodice gave slightly, and Frigga wanted to rip the dress off her in her impatience. “Raz?” Frigga said in a low, soft tone. Razi hummed in reply, her hands still working. “I have a rule for tonight.”
The working hands halted as she directed her full attention to Frigga and placed another kiss to her neck, murmuring against skin. “What’s tha’?”
Frigga savoured the sensation of Razi’s lips on her skin, her eyes fluttered shut. “I’m not anything tonight. I’m not a witch, I’m not an heiress, I’m nothing.”
Razi smiled, softly exhaled, and continued her task. “Sure,” she answered with an air of amusement. The bodice finally sighed open and Razi helped Frigga step out of it, leaving the witch with just her slip and jewelry.
“I don’t think you get it,” she continued, turning her back to Razi again to grant access to the ornate necklace clasps. Frigga’s stomach began twisting with nerves, but she ignored it; she was going to see this through. “I’m so fucking tired of being treated like a delicate vase. I’m not going to break.”
Razi had started to unclasp Frigga’s necklace but paused at the last sentence. “’S kinda hot when you talk like tha’,” she said, and her hands resumed her work. She finally managed to undo the clasps and gently set the necklace down on the nearest table’s surface.
Frigga picked at her hair to get all the jewelry out, and the braids began to loose from their fastenings. “I’m not some shining beacon of purity, and I’m certainly not as naive as everyone thinks.” As she said this, Frigga turned to look at Razi who had just laid the antique necklace down on a low table nearby.
Razi grinned as she caught Frigga’s eye before pointedly looking her over, scanning her body up and down with naked lust. “I don’ think anything of th’ sort, Frigga.”
Frigga finally released her hair from the up-do and it unfurled into a single braid down her exposed back. She set her handful of hair gems on the table next to her necklaces and leaned in close to Razi. “Good,” she whispered, “no thinking. Now kiss me.”
Rosalind returns to the party as Frigga and Razi make post-celebration plans.Razi
And with that Razi had had enough waiting. She captured Frigga’s lips and nipped at them hungrily. Frigga’s hands were immediately in her hair and scratching at her shoulders as Razi ran her hands over everything and anything she could reach. Frigga’s figure was full, warm, and perfect, and Razi wanted so much to taste every inch. Now that the witch was out of the frills and the crinolines, her generous hips and waistline were a glorious sight to behold and a blessing to touch.
As she admired Frigga’s curves with her hands, Frigga took a fist full of her shirt and yanked her irreverently towards the bed. “I hope you don’t mind,” she panted as she gently pushed Razi to lay down, “but I can’t let your handsome uniform go unappreciated.” She followed and crawled on top as Razi lay back.
“It’d be a shame,” Razi agreed as she let her hands settle at Frigga’s waist. It was a delightful surprise for Frigga to take the initiative. She was always expected to lead, and Razi definitely loved to lead, but to be on bottom for once? She cherished the feeling of Frigga’s weight on her hips, and the image of her on top was unforgettable. Frigga was fiddling with a few of Razi’s shirt buttons, but before she got to the last one, Razi gently pulled her back down for more kisses while her eager hands slid down the woman’s back to her rear. Gods, her legs were so smooth and soft, it made Razi ache.
Frigga then shifted to get a leg between Razi’s, bringing her knee up to grind lightly into her and oh gods this was happening. Razi sobbed a quiet “Oh shit,” and Frigga smiled into their kiss. Razi’s hips jerked into the friction and they moved together, grinding on each other. Their lips parted so the two of them could move more effectively, and Razi’s hands wandered over Frigga’s
entire body, palming at breasts and digging short nails into a thigh, as the smaller woman worked her over. Frigga’s enthusiasm for grinding her thigh into Razi was fucking magical, like if she didn’t get her partner off her entire life would be over. Razi would be sure that Frigga got hers, but she was happy to let Frigga serve her needs first. Fuck, the feeling of Frigga rocking against her like this had heat building in her stomach with a ferocity unlike anything Razi could remember experiencing before. Maybe her two-month-long dry spell had ensured she’d be easier to please or maybe she was just into the woman’s initiative. Whatever the case, Razi came easier than water running down a stream. She stiffened and went entirely silent as small explosions of ecstasy rippled through her body. She dug her nails into Frigga’s hip in a desperate attempt to stay grounded, and Frigga hummed deliciously against Razi’s pulse.
“You’re so beautiful,” she said low and laden with want. She pressed a kiss to Razi’s jaw as Razi came back down from her high, slumping and breathing ruggedly. Razi caught the way Frigga was looking over her body and shivered as fingertips ghosted over her ribs, sides, and breasts.
Razi wasn’t quite used to being on the receiving end of this sort of adoration, she didn’t know how to respond. “Tha’s my line,” she haggardly replied, her breathing starting to calm. “Are you alright?” Frigga asked cautiously.
“No, yeah I’m good,” Razi finally caught her breath and lightly prompted Frigga to pull back. “But ’s your turn.”
Frigga let herself be pulled into Razi’s lap after she sat up. “There’s no turns,” she chuckled as she settled her legs on either side of Razi’s hips. Even sitting on top, Frigga was so short that they were nearly face-to-face. All the better, so much easier to kiss this woman silly. Honestly, she’d be happy just kissing this woman until she died. But duty called, as they say, and Frigga had made it abundantly clear she was in the mood to go for a while. Who was Razi to disappoint? Certainly not on the woman’s birthday, she had a reputation to live up to!
Razi mouthed at Frigga’s collar bone and ran her hands down Frigga’s sides before sliding them under her slip again. “Does that mean you don’ wan’ a turn, darlin’?” she teased as she started touching everywhere, grasping her breasts and raking short nails over her thighs and back and ass. It made Frigga shiver and her hips writhe. Ugh, this woman, her voice, her ass, her everything was so fucking perfect.
Frigga was revelling in the sensation of Razi at her clavicle. “I didn’t say that,” she whined as Razi’s left hand wandered Frigga’s body freely and her right hand reached down to Frigga’s abdomen. She rested her thumb right above the slit, teasing her over the thin fabric of her panties. Frigga whimpered, pushing into Razi’s hand, urging her forward.
But Razi was patient and pulled back instead. “I didn’t realize you were so needy, Princess,” she teased.
Frigga pouted adorably and prodded Razi in the centre of her chest with an index. “I’m allowed to be; it’s my birthday. You wouldn’t tease me on my birthday, would you? Not when I took such good care of you.”
Razi chuckled, shook her head slightly and leaned back in for more kisses. As they did, she slid her hand into the woman’s panties and teased Frigga’s folds. Razi found that she was already gloriously soaked, and the slickness paired with the obscene wet sounds made her wet in turn. Razi groped at Frigga’s ass with her other hand, keeping the woman steady; she was a bit of a wiggler, but Razi wouldn’t fault her for it. It had probably been months since Frigga had gotten any, if not years.
Actually, had Frigga slept with anybody ever? During their walks, Razi had steered the conversation away if the topic had come near in a hollow attempt to keep the relationship professional. Not that she wasn’t curious, of course she was, and with the confidence Frigga was moving with, something must have gone on at that posh boarding school. All the better, Razi loved women who knew what they wanted.
And what Razi wanted was to rail this woman into the bedsheets.
But she needed to be patient, to take her time, so she trained her attention on the present moment; Frigga leaned her forehead on Razi’s shoulder with one arm braced on the wall behind them, the other hand rested on Razi’s chest. Her breath came in staccato pants and her legs shuddered like they were about to give way any second. She was close to her first peak of the night too, so Razi turned up the pressure and placed a kiss to Frigga’s temple. Frigga responded to the increased friction, her hand gripping at the shirt Razi still wore. That would have to come off next because it wasn’t the most comfortable thing, but Frigga liked it an awful lot. Still, Razi wanted to feel Frigga’s skin on her own as soon as possible. She’d need to get that slip off too, and that thought turned her on even more.
Frigga came with a gasp, leaning in as closely as she could. As the first few waves subsided, Razi shifted Frigga to lay on her side allowing Razi to stand up and strip the remaining formalwear. Frigga seemed more than happy to watch that little show, and maybe Razi peacocked a little, maybe not. Judging by the interest on the other woman’s face when the shirt slid from Razi’s shoulders, the exhibition had been one of Razi’s better ideas. After catching Frigga staring at her shoulders more than a few times, Razi knew pulling out the old favourite was going to be a hit.
When she did return to Frigga’s side, they took a few breaths to simply look at each other, but they weren’t done, not by a long shot. She prompted Frigga to lie down and pressed a knee between hers as Frigga had done, though not pressed too tightly. Instead, Razi kissed Frigga’s jaw and neck, softly at first, then with a little bit of nipping and Frigga clearly liked that as the response seemed to entirely bypass the woman’s conscious control, encouraging Razi further.
She backed off a bit and slid off the slip, her palms skimming over smooth skin as she did, leaving Frigga completely bare save for a white pair of panties. Razi then bent back down to plant kisses all over the woman’s neck, leaning on an arm and using her free hand to touch and tease. Frigga gasped and whimpered, and her hips bucked when Razi hit a particularly sensitive spot. Her soft panting had Frigga’s chest rising and falling, and it demanded Razi’s attention.
Leaving one last wet kiss on Frigga’s pulse, Razi trailed lower, nipping at collar bones, kissing the clavicle, until she was face-to-face with Frigga’s breasts. Razi sent up her first prayer of gratitude in years because holy heavens and hells were Frigga’s tits perfect. She slowly nipped and licked at them, revelling in the soft warmth until her mind went fuzzy, and was rewarded by Frigga moaning and wrapping a leg around her. Fuck, Razi always loved when girls did that, and she’d had the experience plenty, but something about doing this with Frigga was different. It wasn’t that Frigga was more beautiful or wealthier or even smarter than other women, but Frigga’s willingness to be vulnerable to her in more than just body had Razi addicted. Frigga trusted her, had trusted her since their first meeting, so Razi made a promise to herself that she was never going to let Frigga down, just like she deserved.
She nipped one last time at Frigga’s breast, leaving a nice red mark on her way, before she started to trail downwards. Frigga sighed happily, and when Razi pulled her last garment off and dipped her tongue into her slit, she let out a salacious, decadent moan. She melted as Razi went to work, lapping at Frigga with reckless self-indulgence. She prided herself on being able to turn any woman into a puddle with just a few flicks of the tongue, and Frigga was no exception. The nails digging into Razi’s shoulders and the mewling falling from her lips informed Razi’s ministrations, and soon enough she felt Frigga’s thighs tense and heard a choke as the woman climaxed a second time. “Oh my gods,” she sobbed.
Frigga seemed about to shift, as if to sit up, but Razi held her put. “Oi, I wasn’ done wit’ you,” she murmured before nipping at the woman’s thigh, leaving a fetching red spot on the field of pale.
Frigga let out a panting chuckle and settled again. “Whatever makes you happy,” she conceded.
“You do,” Razi replied teasingly as she resumed her task before adding, “not t’ mention you taste fuckin’ amazing, so tha’ ‘elps.” Frigga giggled and then shuddered as Razi’s tongue brushed against her clit again. Razi began slowly, built up intensity, and sucked on the swollen head to expert effect. By the time she’d extracted several more orgasms from Frigga in this way, Razi’s shoulders and back had been marked with too many ravenous scratches to count. Priceless trophies, each and every one of them.
As Frigga came down from another peak, Razi took the opportunity to look her over. The smaller woman was flushed and she was covered in bite marks that made Razi proud. Frigga
usually wore beautiful dresses and she was always beautiful in them, but naked in Razi’s room? It was probably illegal to be this lucky.
They locked eyes and it was time to switch things up. Razi irreverently flipped Frigga onto her stomach and pulled her rear up, earning a surprised yelp from her.
“Oh, it’s going to be like this, then?” she protested with weak indignity.
Razi snickered. “You’re th’ one tha’ said you didn’ wan’ be treated delicately.” Frigga got up on her elbows, ass still in the air, and Razi bent over her pressing her chest into Frigga’s back and her pelvis into Frigga’s ass. Fuck, she was smooth and soft, and as Razi reached around to play with Frigga’s clit again, she found the woman wetter than she’d been before. “Aw, you fuckin’ liked it, don’t even try t’ complain.”
Frigga arched her back in response, pushing her backside into Razi who bucked forward, pressing pleasantly into Frigga’s rear. They moaned in unison as their bodies pressed together. It was pure bliss, feeling Frigga’s skin, her wetness, her heat. She apparently liked being manhandled, so Razi roughly pushed her back down and held her bottom half steady. Frigga hissed out a quiet “Fuck” from the sheets where she’d buried her face, and Razi’s patience crumbled; she was going to absolutely wreck her.
She withdrew her right hand from Frigga’s front, earning a whine, and brought them to Frigga’s lips. “Suck for me, hmm?” The words were barely said before her fingers were enveloped in wet warmth. Razi gently moved them in and out of Frigga’s mouth, and Frigga’s moan was more than Razi could handle. “Good girl,” Razi praised. “Now, get ready.”
Frigga released Razi’s fingers, leaving them coated with saliva, and Razi brought them to Frigga’s entrance, running them through the slickness of her folds just to be safe. She was going to do this right, she would ruin this woman within an inch of her life. Frigga braced herself by fisting the sheets. Razi slipped her index inside as slowly and obnoxiously as possible, using her thumb to fondle her clitoris, and solidly gripping her thigh with her left hand. Frigga let out another decadent moan and leaned into the sensation. “That’s a very good girl,” Razi murmured with a grin, stroking Frigga’s front walls, slowly but deeply and with decent pressure.
Frigga shuddered as she nodded. “Yes,” she more sobbed than said. “Yes, yes, yes.” Oh fuck, that was hot, Razi loved the sound of Frigga’s self-restraint crumbling alongside the woman’s shame. Razi found herself pressing her pelvis into Frigga’s ass, and she was pretty sure that, of the two of them, it was she that was getting more out of this, not Frigga.
Then Frigga started begging “please” over and over, and Razi could have died. At this point she’d do anything this woman wanted. She added a second finger and witnessed Frigga’s body breaking completely free of the woman’s control, chasing pleasure like its survival depended on it, as though Frigga’s consciousness had ascended and left her carnal self behind to act on her behalf. A deep, unintelligible moan from the woman under her told Razi that Frigga was close to
the grand finalé, so she quickened her pace and increased her pressure which earned another delicious moan. Razi had half a mind to draw it out and keep her in this mindless euphoria. However, she’d already put this woman through so much tonight, she might as well put Frigga out of her blissful misery.
Frigga met one final finish with a broken cry, clamping down with tremendous force on Razi’s fingers and nearly pushed her out. She spasmed and trembled, and Razi stared as Frigga lost herself. The sounds dripping from her were sweeter than a freshly picked peach in the height of summer and just as dripping. Normally the sight of a woman’s climax at her hands inflated Razi’s ego, but tonight she was too captivated to feel anything other than intoxicated on Frigga’s pleasure.
Why did it feel like Razi was the one getting the gift if it was Frigga’s birthday? Frigga abruptly collapsed and fell entirely silent, though her body still shuddered. Razi had mercy and gently lowered the woman to lay on her side, placing soft kisses on her hips and up her arms as she did. It wasn’t difficult and only slightly awkward for Frigga’s limpness. Razi slid a pillow under Frigga’s head, who smiled sheepishly and pulled at Razi’s shoulder to bring her in close to brush lips. Razi then sat next to her, back against the headboard, and Frigga pulled herself up to lay on Razi’s chest and they lay together, Razi’s arms wrapped around Frigga and Frigga listening to Razi’s heartbeat.
At some point Razi glanced at her clock and was almost embarrassed at how long they had been at this, it was coming up on two hours since the party’s end. She realized that she’d been so focussed on getting Frigga here that she hadn’t thought about how their night together would end. Would Frigga be sleeping over? Would she go back to her own room? There probably wasn’t official protocol for a situation like this, not to mention Frigga didn’t have any clothes here except that ridiculous dress and she wasn’t going to put it back on just to walk upstairs. Razi wouldn’t even be able to help if she wanted to try.
“Raz?” Frigga quietly broke the silence.
“Wha’s up, Princess?”
Frigga whined lightly but ignored the tease. “What am I to you?”
Razi frowned and looked at the woman on her chest. Her face was obscured by the boughs of red curls that had loosed at some point, so Razi shifted and bade Frigga sit up a bit and pulled the hair out of her face. “What d’ya mean?”
Frigga sighed and then sat up off of Razi and grabbed one of her hands in both of her own. “What am I to you? I just need to know.”
Razi hadn’t quite figured that out yet, she’d been avoiding it. She didn’t want to have gotten this attached, and she didn’t know if she wanted to put herself at risk again despite her feelings for Frigga. She’d played that game enough to know it usually ended in heartache, even if the girl
in front of her wasn’t the type to follow that pattern, she didn’t think she could handle going through that again. “Y’know, I’m not real sure, bein’ honest. I care ‘bout you lots, and I don’t wanna ‘urt you.”
Frigga contemplated the reply, a sombre knit between her brows. “I know I said no talking, and I’m going to pass out any minute.” She laughed softly and stifled a yawn with one hand as she laid the other on Razi’s shoulder. “But I need to know. My aunt has been making plans, and I think my life is about to get complicated.”
Razi winced. What did Frigga mean by “making plans” and “complicated”? Razi knew this party was significant in these rich people’s circles as it signalled eligibility for marriage, a fact Razi had pointedly avoided thinking about. Noel and Doris’ gossip session from yesterday rang in her memory, but she really hadn’t thought anything of it and discarded their speculation as idle chit-chat. What Frigga was implying only added to Razi’s unease, and her asking what this was only solidified her suspicion that Frigga wasn’t just a silly girl with a silly crush. She was actually serious. It was too soon to know if Razi could be serious too, but that’s what happened with rich assholes like this. Razi knew this would happen if she wasn’t careful, and she’d gone ahead and gotten attached anyway. Great.
“Frigga, I don’ really know wha’ this is, but I’m not… this isn’t…” Razi took both of Frigga’s hands in both of hers. “I jus’ know that you’re real special and I haven’t felt somethin’ like this in…a long time. I dunno wha’ I want from you or if I’m ready for somethin’ like… But I would like th’ opportunity t’ figure tha’ out, at least.”
Frigga nuzzled back into Razi’s chest sleepily. “I would like that too,” she sighed before humming with a happy tenor. “I adore you, Razi. I don’t have a lot of freedom, but when I’m with you I feel free.”
Razi gathered her into a hug and they cradled each other as they fell asleep.
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